No one can be in 100% happiness. It is up to you to decide on how happy you want yourself to be. Even when you think you are happy, it is because you have decided to look over the faults.

A friend once told me she was deliberately making herself unhappy. I asked her the reason for doing that. She did not give me a precise answer. I guessed it was made up of many indescribable reasons put together to cause her feeling unhappy. At that point of time, I tried to understand and explained to myself the meaning of 'deliberately making myself unhappy'.
Now I understand the phrase after reading the quote from Today. I seem to be making myself unhappy. I am dissatisfied with a few matters in these few days. I did not bottled them up. Nevertheless, I am still unhappy. I questioned myself and subconsciously knows what the reason is. Haiz....everytime I feel dejected, then there will definitely be a turn for the better. It had happened many times. Haiz.....

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