After almost a month, I have finally updating my blog. Waiting for a long time to read my inner heart and mind, right? Hee!
I did not blog does not mean I am very happy and contented with what I have or am doin now. I just had no idea how to put my thoughts across. October is coming and I have to make a decision asap. However, $$ is still a big big huge factor that is blocking my way. I knw $$ wil still be rolling in, isit sustainable? Sometimes, it is not what u wan to do and u can do it w/o thinking of others. There are so many pointers like planning a project to do. Must consider this and that so as to come out with a flawless plan. Convincing myself to leave and venture out will be a better future and life for me. At this time, someone steps into my life. Although support is given, I am still not confident in choosing what I had decided to do. I do not want to end up being a burden or some1 others have to worry about. I have nv let anyone worries for me before. I have alwys known which path to take. However, this time, I have second thoughts. Shall I proceed or stay on? Staying on is just a stability, the job scope is too much to handle and simply no awaiting light shining for me. Leaving has been one of my goal setting for this year, as early as Jan upon knowing I am still doing the same thing as the past 2 years. Procrastinating is useless and pointless. To me, waiting for opportunity to come by is stupid. When will it be? Tomorrow, next year or two years later? Leave for a better height ba! It is risky but more worthwhile. In life, once you have reached a level and know there is nothing more you can do to make it brighter, it is time to leave. Y must u tell yourself there is a chance to shine if u stay on further?
Things to do for the remaining months of '07:
1. Nail course
2. Take up course on drawing
3. Be........secret
我一定可以做出明智的决定。不要怕，不要让任何一个人阻碍你。勇敢面对未来，对吗？