Waiting for my photos? Oops! I do not have them with me yet. I did not talk to my pal for days ever since we came back. Hence, U have to wait.
Lots of things happened lately. Quite a bit to digest.
I just read princess' blog and agree totally with her on why we should compromise and put in that extra effort to make things work when it can be done naturally. Y must force yourself to do things you do not like to? I do not understand too. I have put in effort to make something work but it turned out to be a total letdown.
"Life is full of choices. Whatever choice you make, it will take you to somewhere. Conditions exist no matter which choice you choose to take. Even if it will lead to a point of deception. Learn from the wrong choice, do not ever let your disorientated soul lead U as the vision in front could be misty and wrapped with uncertainty. Use your brain when U know it can make a better choice.
Eventually, the path is clearer than before. The longing lust had diminished and brought a sharp pain to the the heart. Every breath is inhaling splinters of ice that pierced into the lungs making it harder to breathe.
I was not grateful for the companionship and the straight forward manner wrapped with compassion from you. The dealing of shock and grief and whatever I was feeling on my own terror. I did not consider that a valuable asset in a friend or a lover.
I presume the intersection was a point of recovery and stupidity. Not an 'or' but an 'and'. A just in time medicine to seal the exposed flesh and naive enough to assume the wound would close beautifully by layering more on it. Did the doc not always say apply mildly?"
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