It had been a long time since I last blogged. Let me think what I had done and should not be missed out.
Oh! I had my virgin nite at St. James. I went with Huihui, snow white and HuiZhi. It was my first time hanging out with them. It was a good outing. I had so much laugh, especially HuiZhi who can make me laugh till tummy ache at all times. Although we see each other everyday, we do not get to talk everyday. Hope to hang out with them again!
Next, my thoughts for the week. I do not know what had come into me. I am still feeling things are out of place. I have tried very hard to place them neatly, stacked them up, cleared away the unwanted stuff but it was still messy. My subconscious mind is still searching for something to peace my dishevelled thoughts. Plus, the demanding workload I have for these weeks. Argh....my mood was forced to frustration and anger.
What should I do?
What am I hoping for?
What is wrong?
Have I really done what I think is right? I have no energy to sort for confrontation anymore. The sight and hear of it makes me irks.
Better put my work as my first priority. Do my duty well and be rewarded. That should be it. And look for my dream. Somebody told me to go for it and live it with no regrets. I know it well but it is gonna be a risky step. I am only worried about the income I can bring home. Hmph....back to sucky life botheration.
So what do I want? *Bewildered*
Labels: Predicament