Life is full of disappointment and surprises. It is neverending and shall not end till the day your day ends. The least unexpected will always surface and caught you uncomprehended and lost.
Last week, my emotion was so unstable that I broke down into tears. I guessed I had been suppressing it for quite sometime until a slight trigger pulled down my wall. Well, it was a new experience for my partner to handle. In some ways, both of us were affected and learnt from it.
The month of October is coming to an end. It is getting nearer to the day I told myself to face it bravely without letting anyone influencing me. I sounded so determined to convince the people around me that this decision I am going to make is sensible and right. I know it and yet I am the one having second thoughts again and again. Currently, I am at a crossroad. I have walked this far to come to the point of sculpting my new life. I went to sign up for a nail art course. Finally, I am doing something. Nevertheless, this course is just a skill which I love but will it take me to somewhere whereby I can make a living on it? Hmph!!! Shall not care about it and work towards for my dream nail parlour in future.
OK, I have taken the first step to my dream. What is next? What shall I take on in order to feed myself with lavish materials and food? Stewardess? 3D designer? Advisor? Tuition TEachEr? A Degree? Wow! Those are simply too palatable to disgest. Which is the one I should go to? I want to do so many things but afraid to land myself in the wrong profession. Hmm....dilemma!
SOmetimes, I wonder why I can't just be an ordinary person with no aims and heights. Be simple and contented can be a blessing too.
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